It's warm, comforting, but completely barring. Your vanilla life is so boring and unfulfilling. You're here because you crave more. Vanilla sex with wifey is boring. Your weekend vanilla activities with friends are boring. Your 9-5 job is boring. You're stuck in this perpetual state of stagnant nothingness because you are too comfortable there. There's no thrill, excitement, or kink. When your curiosity peaks and the unhappiness takes over until you can't resist, you buy a few clips and then immediately log off, try to forget about this, and try to ignore your inhibitions. Give it up already. You know what's more important, and you know you can't ever resist your true desires!