"I've always been jealous of my sister. She always seemed to get the good things in life and I always wanted to be more like her. Where she got all the awesome dolls and toys to play with, I was given other things ... I ended up playing with her dolls anyway. Where she always had pretty dresses and clothes, I hated mine and used to wear hers when she was out. I even stole some of her panties and kept them. And then when she started getting her hair and nails done, I always wanted mine done. I wanted to be her and used to think about it all the time. Now I do get the pretty dresses, and I do get my makeup and hair done and I do feel more like I am her. But I want one more thing ... I want you to fuck me so I can feel really what it's like to be fucked - I know you are her boyfriend, but I'll keep it a secret, I just really want to be like her in all ways."