Lili Dodu agreed to lose her virginity to a man in front of our camera. Stay with us! My name is Lili Dodu. I am 18 years old and I come from Russia. This is my first time as a model, and I feel very nervous but excited. I have always been shy about how I look. Even though my friends say I am pretty, I never believed them much. I used to wear braces on my teeth, and that made me feel even more self-conscious. Now the braces are gone, but I still get nervous when people look at me. I tried dating a couple of times, but it never worked out well . The boys were not serious, and I felt too shy to open up. Because of that, I am still a virgin. I always planned to wait for the right moment, but after those failed attempts I decided to start this journey with a professional casting. It feels like a safe first step for me. Until now, the only times anyone saw me without clothes were at public swimming pools. In the changing rooms and showers there, I sometimes felt eyes on me while I was getting dressed or undressed. At first it made me very shy and I tried to cover myself quickly. But after a few visits, I started to like the feeling of the warm air and the attention. It gave me a strange but exciting new feeling. Today, standing here for the camera, my heart is beating fast. I hope people will be kind when they see me. This is a new chapter, and I am curious to see where it leads.