A lifetime of sexual rejection should have made you come to terms with the fact that you will always be a pussy deprived beta bitch. That pussy will never be for you, you're on the path to be pussy free for eternity. It's best that you learn to worship and serve pussy while understanding you will never taste it, see it, or experience it. The only sex life allowed for pussy denied losers like you it fucking your own hand if I allow it. Learn to serve and be useful because what else do you have to offer?