I've reprogrammed you from the inside out. It's more than just a passing desire, you are driven by the need to serve and obey Me. I've turned you into My obedient beta bitch and the only thing that matters to you anymore is being a good boy for Goddess at every opportunity. Now you find yourself doing things that you never thought before, just to earn a good boy, just to prove your devotion to Me. Betas don't think, they just obey, they worship with every breath and fiber of their being. No matter what, you will always be My obedient beta. Once I got My claws in you there was no going back to who you were before you crossed My path. Now I will forever be at the forefront of your mind. Driving your thoughts and actions. Stroke beta bitch, I know you need this and it will only make you more eager to serve, more submissive to Me. Make that worship puddle and then prove to Me that ego has left the room and your sole focus is only to do as Goddess commands.