Oh look what I did. I seem to have filmed my own version of an up-close. I barely remember making this diary, so I didn't really know what to expect, watching it again - it's a doozy, ain't it. Do you guys have any idea how awkward it is watching yourself finger your own cunt, up close, in an office full of people who watch you eat your breakfast bagel every day? I couldn't watch the whole thing, so y'all will just have to tell me how it was.