If I were there with you do you think I would be kind to you? Do you think that I would look at you and tell you how to jerk off? No. Fuck no! I would never want you to feel pleasure! A fucking loser doesn't deserve to be happy. What would I do? I would get a belt and I would whip your ass. I would leave you sad and bruised. You'd be begging for more! Since I cannot be there to do it for you YOU will do it! You are going to whip yourself as if I were doing it to you, so don't take it easy on yourself, you know I wouldn't!