i've been really trying to stay hydrated lately, [***] lots and lots of water in addition to my tea and coffee. while i have succeeded in [***] more fluids, i also pee much more. it seems like sometimes the urge hits so hard i can barely make it...it's a funny feeling. desperation while i wiggle my way to the bathroom. holding it. feeling the pressure build up, the need grow within my belly as i become increasingly desperate. i like to test it, to see how long before i give myself sweet relief. this time, i really test it, until i can't hold any longer, letting loose in my jeans, soaking myself while i sigh and moan with relief. it feels so good