There is no fucking way that you are so delusional that you could ever be anything than a cum clean up cuck. Women don't want to fuck a loser like you. It would be better if a loser like you didn't exist, but you do so you need purpose. Since you can't actually fuck women then you should have a way to get a little taste of the action, right? You shouldn't be part of the fuck process, but just a part of the cleanup. You'll have to lap up the cum, because this is as close as you will ever get to fucking. A loser like you really need a purpose, this is it!