I found I can't come as hard if I use just my hands. So it's really interesting today, how I've used, well, I started off just with my hands and how, how well I am actually managed to connect with myself and make myself come with just only my little hands. I enjoyed how well I actually managed to do that for myself, but I like being able to sort of switch and change methods. So I've got my trusty vibrator and she manages to help me get there stronger and harder. And obviously that shows with how much I can squirt, depending on what I'm using.