“I can't see you anymore because I'm getting married.” My last night with the convenient fuck buddy who'd let me cum endlessly. To him, I was just a fuck buddy. Even knowing it was a hopeless love, I couldn't suppress my feelings. “I can't see you anymore because I'm getting married.” Hearing that, I learned he had a girlfriend. I wish I could have just hated him then, but I still loved him. That's why I wanted him to hold me one last time.